DEAR DIARY

saying this as someone who literally spent the last three tepid years of one relationship doing largely nonsexual :/ mutual roleplay more frequently and with more emotional investment and sincerity than I felt interacting with the actual person

it's SO stupid that playing pretend can make sex so good. it's fucked up. oooooh I'm ████ █████████████ █████ ███ and you █████ ██ ███████ █████ ██ ████ █ ███████ ███ ████ ████ so you have to ████ ██ █████ ██ ███████ ███ ██████ █████ ██ ██ ██ █ ███████ █████ and also ███████ ███ █████ ████ ████ ████ ███████ ███ ██ oooooh god yes this is the best sex I've ever had

like shut up!!! lmao