DEAR DIARY

She can have a LITTLE hypomania as a treat it's okay ♡

I didn't realize stainless steel O-rings were so fucking cheap??? Wish I could get them in person locally but whatever. This is so dangerous. I can just Make Harnesses. Even if I'm too broke/not really equipped for leatherworking I can still make something cute and durable with fabrics... different color options for different looks... wow.

Semi-related, I just made the embarrassing discovery that kinkwear apparently functions as some kind of ward against feeling uncontrollably horny at all times???? It's not even a Thing like "it's hot to wear stockings/a collar/lingerie/etc under my clothes" which IS also true but like the more I layer it on the more mental space is freed up for ANYTHING ELSE and the more normal I am SOMEHOW. That's so stupid. Thundershirt for your oversexed faggot I GUESS