DEAR DIARY

I'm trying to move into a ~toy era~ or whatever but it's amazing how none of this hits at all without a partner like "🙄 okay and?" like I can cum with them but it's about as exciting as doing physical therapy and tbh less useful to me. Toys are boring unless someone will play with me and she doesn't like toysssss :(

at least it's kind of funny that I'm so disengaged and clinical without the incentive though like I just speedrun it and go "...anyways"